So Lonely

So I just watched my love walk out the door to go work in Lubbock until right before Christmas. My heart feels heavy, and I'm automatically sad, just thinking about not seeing him for more than a day or two. I know, it could be worse. But, I have never felt this way about any relationship I have ever been in before. To make matters worse, I am still cramping up and bleeding. And I have to go to a child support meeting on Friday morning in Plano. My OBGYN is seeing me on Thursday. So I get to be anxious all week. I'm done for now. H.