Worst Day Ever

So I had my checkup on the 6th, and they did bloodwork and a pap smear.

Then yesterday morning, I woke up and went to the bathroom and noticed that I had started bleeding.

I was cramping pretty bad too.

I called my OB, and asked her if I needed to come in, and explained what was going on.

She said it sounded like I was having a miscarriage and told me to take a norco and go rest, because all they could do about it was have me come in for more blood work.

She also told me that my pregnancy hormone level was low.

I went to the hospital at 2, and used the bathroom while waiting, and I passed a one inch long clump.

They did a urine sample, blood work, a vaginal sono, a regular sono, and a pelvic exam.

They told me my pregnancy hormone level was at 152, which could mean that I wasn't very far along, or that I was in the process of a miscarriage.

They also didn't see or hear anything through the sono.

I have a urinary tract infection, and they think I had a miscarriage also.

I left the hospital at 7:30 last night, and went to wal-mart to get my uti medicine and a sandwich, then came home.

I have been dizzy, crampy, teary, and headachey all day today and all last night.

I feel kind of empty...

I go on the 13th for a checkup with the OB.

And through all of my tears, and my pain, my boyfriend has been trying his best to keep me smiling, and telling me he loves me, no matter what. I don't know what I would do without him, but I do know that I never want to find out. He and Azrael are the best things to happen to me.

I'm going to play around online while I can.

-H-