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I'm feeling pretty good right now.
My kid is back on her schedule.
My newest roommate finally moved in.
There is a new guy that I'm talking to and hopefully will meet soon.
I am still unemployed.
But I still have a place to stay.
Food stamps and Medicaid got reinstated.

However, I am tired.
Too busy lately to stop and clean.
When I'm able to stop it's too late to clean.
So in the silence, my mind races.
I don't sleep well.
And I have dark thoughts occasionally.
I'm not suicidal but the urge to cut is there.
I'm getting help.
And having people know and people to talk to helps.
I may start posting my poetry on here.
Maybe.
If you're lucky...

-Nyxie-